Some years
ago the company I was working for was awarded a contract to do
some work in the Indian city of Bombay, now known as Mumbai. It
was a great opportunity and became a life changing experience
for me. As the project’s technical manager I had to go over
early and while there I was chaperoned by our Indian client. We
visited various subcontractors and talked technical stuff. We
travelled about the city in taxi cabs that seemed to test the
limits of physics and the ability for body and soul to remain
firmly attached. Obviously, we survived. When we were not
barrelling around the streets I was shown some of the touristy
sights and wined and dined. My hotel accommodation was more than
adequate and I did have some free time to wander around the
streets.
It was during
these times that I began to notice the inconsistencies of not
only this vast and fast growing city but also my own thinking
and attitude to life. Our client was working for two families
who just happened to be the wealthiest in the country at that
time. Suffice to say, no expense was spared on this job and it
was my good fortune to have a small share in the largess but it
was this aspect of my trip that got me thinking.
Here I was,
in a city teeming with life, enthusiasm, vigour and wealth but
alongside this was immense poverty, lethargy, hopelessness and
death. What drove me to see this vast gap was what I have come
to remember as the “tree family”. I wish I had a photo of their
home.
The family
lived not to far from the luxury I was enjoying. Unlike me they
didn’t have a roof, they had a small tree that was growing
through the footpath. Unlike me they didn’t have running water
so I assume they accessed taps behind the nearby shops. Unlike
me they had no room service so I guess the small pile of tin
bowls, pots and cups were their cooking and eating utensils.
Unlike me who enjoyed room cleaning and fresh sheets, they hung
their sleeping mats from the boughs of the tree and the mother
kept the small area under it swept clean with a straw broom.
Although I
never saw the ‘man of the house’ one of my colleagues got taking
with the daughter. She was probably about 8 or 9 at the time and
she went to school each day. She told my colleague that her dad
was a street vendor and that her mother looked after her baby
brother. She said she enjoyed school but would like to live in a
real house.
Her story, I
am sure, is repeated thousands of times in cities like Mumbai
but it is not the worst. I saw families who slept on the
concrete footpaths under blankets, tightly wrapped around them
to protect them from the cat size rats that roamed the streets
after dark. I saw a man and his son asleep on top of his small
cooking trolley. I passed him by each day on the way to where we
were working. I assume his son went off to school.
While
gathering these sights and experiences, my colleagues and I were
living in another universe. We certainly did not have to suffer
a shortage of food nor did we endure chilly December nights on
the streets. Our rooms were made up for us each day and when we
arrived back at the hotel in the early hours we ordered drinks
and food – all charged to the client’s tab. These
inconsistencies and anomalies jolted me into thinking even more
deeply about the world around me and my role in it.
The thing
that moved me most was the unjustness of the systems that govern
our economic, social and personal lives. I had always thought
Australia was the ‘lucky country’, blessed by an egalitarian
spirit of co-operation and a sense of justice and the fair go.
What I began to notice on my return was that this was far from
the case.
The ‘lucky
country’ moniker I discovered was truly a tongue in cheek
metaphor. The poverty was better hidden than in Bombay but the
suffering was just as real. I realised that our nation is riven
by class divisions and that justice was only as equal as your
dollar could afford. Although I didn’t see families living under
trees I found out that many families were forced to live in
their cars. I had always thought that it was little girls in
Bombay who went hungry. I could never have imagined, till my
experience there and on getting back, that some young girls in
Australia often went to bed with little or nothing in their
stomachs. Two questions arose in light of my reflections. What
could I do to change this situation and what could I do to
change my own attitudes?
The first
question was not as challenging as the second. I could support
aid projects abroad and at home but that, to me was not enough.
I could work for an aid agency but I would still go home to a
warm house and a good meal. I could write letters to politicians
but I would not change their minds. I was and still am, plagued
by doubts about how I can change myself and the world around
me.
However, what
I have learned is that justice begins with your own attitudes
and that while I may not be able to feed all the hungry, tend
all the sick, visit the all needy and clothe all the poor, if I
am to begin to undertake any of these tasks, I have to change my
own approach to how I interact with the world around me.
Unfortunately this is still a work in progress but I do take
some solace in the fact that everyone else I encounter is just
as human as I am.
Perhaps the
greatest lesson I have learnt from my experience 18 years ago is
that justice begins inside us. It begins by facing and
attempting to change our own individual weaknesses, biases and
prejudices. The flip side of this process is that we begin to
develop a heightened sense of the injustice around us and the
injustice we inflict on others.
My greatest
weakness remains the fact that I often flee from the
responsibility I feel to ensure that the “tree family” and their
counterparts in my own country can rely on me to continue to
struggle, along with the many good people who are also
struggling, to ensure that their basic human rights and their
dignity are upheld and maintained.
While I am
not a brave and fearless person by any measure, what I have come
to realise is that unless we face our own demons and tame them,
justice will never be complete. While we remain ensconced in the
McWorld of passing pleasures and pursuit of happiness we will
struggle to notice the “tree families” around us. While the task
of personal transformation is fraught with dangers and pitfalls,
the best part of it is that while I and you may not be able to
change the world, we can, at the least, engage with it
encouraged by the fact that we are striving for a better place
to be created. A place in which we may not be able to change the
situation of the “tree families” but at least we know they
exist. That is the first step in the beginning of the change
process.